I’m a supreme downer

I don’t know what title to give to this post yet.  Something might come up before I finish up, let’s see how it goes. 

Hey lovelies,  I wasn’t going to put up anything on here this Friday.  Why?  My computer where I have almost developed posts is in another state and I’m in another state.  Anyway,  my new friend,  Fred convinced me to just say something on here, no matter how short it is.  Plus,  you deserve a blog post today, 😘.

All I want to say is Hi. 

Today,  I’ve been feeling so off.  So so off.  My friends would say that it’s my mood swing messing with me.  Do you ever feel so off that you want to cry,  laugh,  scream,  hiss, sigh,  and probably punch someone or the wall, which is more likely.  All at once?

Again,  have you ever felt this way before?  What was it for you?  How did you tackle it?  

There was a time in my life when my mood swings were  on a 150 that my parents were going to put me up for adoption.  I’m not joking,  my mom told me this one day when I locked myself up for many hours.  I can’t even remember what it was then.  These past months,  I’ve been much of a happy person but today,  I’ve been a supreme downer the most,  trying with so much effort to make a decent conversation.  God help me. 

Enough of me,  I feel like an overgrown baby already.  Sigh. 

Again again again,  tell me about you and this kind of feeling? 

It’s Friday and I wish you the kind of fun I’m going to have tonight.  Make sure you have fun.   Make sure you do.  You should really do.  It’s a new month. 

:::I listened to Cardi B’s “Bodak yellow” not quite long ago.  I’m smiling because I remember how much I didn’t like it days ago. 

Bye. 

My bad,  happy sallah too. 

All I really wanted to say was Hi.  Sigh. 

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